..one act in one day..

i'm so deg-degg ser..tomorrow is that time to act..which is that time i always wait in 1 year... go away from this office..
woww...inner turmoil..
war feelings...
o my god, until noww i can't believe..i become insomnia bcause this problem..olala...
before this time, so many many occasion to speak up butt..i can't talk it...
until i become sick about 3days..olala..this sick is very annoyingg...suck abiss..
they ignored my schedule to speak up..they destroyed my plan.hwuaaaaa...
but now i must speak up because i'm only have 2day.not tolerate again...degdeggser...
fuw...inside of my heart..always give me some scary..
Olala..he is not bite u..swallow u...or eat u...

but why i'm so soo hard...so soo far...to throw away this feeling...
Although i'm only give CEO some "love letter"(..ahaii...) en thenn bye...
but...
why i'm so sooo hard...


i'm so soo scary...
hei, help me..
someone out therree.hwuaa...

alone among the crowd

Maybe only it can more describe my feeling..
try to enjoy something crowd. Although she is only can get something weird...
try to calm...try to behavior like nothing happen in next day...

counting timee..counting day...
until the time must over..
waks..hei god, can u tell me the answer for this..
Until now, i can't believe it..i must go far from my friend..go far from my memories..go far from my experience, which is making me more grow up to me until now...
Nothing word can describe..also in my act too...
I always en always..covered my act wit silent..
not really friends know me more...en i don't want people know me....
like i walk in fashion show wit highlights from camera flash..
try to focus en doesn't see around u...
someone who isn't important, only show some costume from famious designer.fuww..







when time will turn around me?

ow i need space to think clearly..
is it right to go or to run or to pipe down or to abide..
now, why i must feel like i can't do it. Fuw...


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