wat the real love is it...

Can u tell me..wat's the real love..
i feel so empty now en i don't know to start it..en wit who...
i always miss him...
but i don't know exactly how to do more..i always get ignore..i don't think wat was the wrong from my behavior..
or i always cool for the women..but if i fussy, he always say,"please undestand wit my career.huf..
career...careeer againn..
every i turn back and build relation wit other people, like i see that it isn't gonna be well..
i know it's not wrong find somebody else but for me the wrong part is my heart..i can't easy to try to open wit somebody else..
fuuuw, i only hope that some day i can get the answer of my heart..aminn